Thanksgiving. Was also Colin’s death day. I took molly on a whim and then took more. I got into a flirtatious Snapchat exchange with an old intern but I’m okay I’m okay I’m okay. I have to remember that the bad feelings I’m feeling are because I’m coming off a drug. Speed is evil, I am evil!
me, talking to a dog: you’re soft. are you even aware of your mortality? of course ur not. u pure, wholesome and sentient unselfish being. do u feel that? that’s my heart. i love you. look at those ears. here take my wallet